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How to Soften Your Fear, Calm Your Heart, and Find Ease Again

How to soften fear through body awareness.

Recently, I’ve found myself asking, “What is the opposite of fear?”

Some people might say courage, but I think this could be a mistake when it comes to deeply embedded fear.  You can easily reinforce fearfulness or trauma by pushing yourself to be “courageous,” or trying to go too fast.

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I find relaxation through body awareness a better starting point to counteract the kind of fear that’s been frozen in time, implanted in the body, and hidden in deeper recesses of the mind.  Fear is about contraction, isn’t it?  Whereas relaxation through body awareness allows for expansion.

How Body Awareness Is Helping Me to Heal Fear and Trauma

I’ve lived in fear my entire life except for a few short years when I displayed the naive and cocky fearlessness of a teenager and young adult.

At that stage, I might have been able to let go of the fear generated in my childhood.  But traumatic events during my young adult years sealed the deal between me and fear.  For decades, it never occurred to me that I could overcome the constant unease or heal trauma as it felt so deeply fixed in my being, beyond my conscious control.  And, very little was known about how to heal trauma back then.

I soldiered on, accomplishing all that I could, pretending to be clear and confident.  Despite the appearance of bravado, all those years fear buzzed along my nerves, constricted my muscles, played havoc in my gut, and finally sent my immune system into overdrive.  As trauma survivors often do, hoping for a new chance at resolution, I unconsciously chose people, situations, and circumstances that repeated the trauma in other ways, deepening its impact on my body and brain.

At the same time, I was heavily invested in believing I was “fine.”  I didn’t consciously understand all the ways that fear and trauma ran my life and ran me down emotionally, mentally, and physically until I came to Hawaii six years ago.  By that time, I was wound up in knots, triggered by the least little thing.

In the summer of 2015, I started working with a therapist who practices both Somatic Experiencing (SE),a body-oriented approach to healing trauma and other stress disorders and the Neuroaffective Relational Model (NARM) which blends somatic (body-based) mindfulness with a relational approach to address developmental (childhood) trauma.  Both approaches emphasize self-regulation of the nervous system and a gradual, safe increase in body awareness  These methods have proven to be ideal for me.

Because of the complexity of my personal traumas and long-held fear, healing doesn’t come easily.  But sure and steady is doing the trick.  I see marked changes in my ability to set boundaries, greater confidence, and a lessening of traumatic reactions and sensitivity.

Joseph Campbell Quote On Fear

Now that I’ve established a sense of safety and confidence through trauma therapy, I feel ready to bring more body awareness and relaxation into my life on a daily basis. Today, I’d like to share 3 simple practices I use for this purpose, but first let’s look at how body awareness can help you – because body awareness isn’t just for trauma survivors.

What You Can Gain Through the Practice of Body Awareness

Modern norms encourage us to live in our heads, but so much can be gained from inhabiting the body.  Body awareness can help you to:

  • See the connection between emotions and physical sensations.
  • Allow sensations and emotions to arise and subside without entering into distress.
  • Heal deep emotional wounds.
  • Understand your true feelings and desires.
  • Feel centered in yourself and more confident.
  • Find relief from stress and pain.
  • Listen to the messages of your body so you can circumvent illness.
  • Achieve more clarity so you can make good decisions and overcome obstacles.
  • Open to more joy and happiness.

Safety Always Comes First

If you are challenged by trauma or mental health concerns, check with a professional therapist before engaging in body awareness practices.

To gain the most benefit, I practice body awareness in formal sessions.  This naturally helps to increase body awareness during the day as well.  To start, I follow these three guidelines.

1. Establish a sense of safety.  That could mean practicing on your own in a safe and comfortable environment or it could mean having your partner or a good friend nearby should you need support.  Reflect and decide for yourself what a safe space feels like for you. Then create that ambiance for your sessions.

2. Proceed slowly.  Body awareness can be a highly enjoyable and relaxing process. And sometimes it can feel uncomfortable, especially if you’re not accustomed to residing in your body.

Through this practice, you can learn to let emotions and sensations arise and dissolve without moving into fear or distress.  But to do that, you need to stay below your threshold and avoid going into overwhelm.  The key is to go slowly and to respect your own limits.  They are there for a reason.

Start with a few moments of body awareness.  Slowly expand your capacity to be present in your body over time.

3. Pause or stop as needed.  If the practice begins to feel too intense, uncomfortable, or unpleasant, pause.  Turn your attention to a pleasant experience and bring it alive.  Rest in the positive feelings or sensations for awhile, conclude the session, and move into the next part of your day.

3 Simple Ways to Increase Body Awareness to Help Soften Fear

Body awareness can help release you from the prison of fear.

Here are the three simple practices of body awareness that I currently use, bearing in mind the guidelines above. If you are challenged by trauma or mental health concerns, check with a professional therapist before engaging in body awareness practices.

Tracking Sensations

In short, tracking sensations means paying attention to the sensations that occur in your body.

This is how I track sensations.  I lay down on my bed, bring my mind into my body, and tune into my entire physical being for a few moments.  Taking a break like this from the cares and concerns of the day, often brings a sense of relief even if there are a few aches and pains.

Next, I let myself become aware of the individual sensations in my body, select one, and gently rest my attention there for a while. It can be a pleasant sensation or an uncomfortable one.  It’s equally important to focus on the pleasant sensations that provide a feeling of expansion rather than focusing solely on painful ones.

When you feel an uncomfortable sensation, remember this idea from yoga: “Where the mind goes, the energy flows.”  Your gentle attention can bring more energy to a blocked area so that it gradually releases.

When there’s discomfort, I slowly alternate my attention between the tense spot and a relaxed area of my body. For example, if my upper arm hurts on the right side, after a while, I’ll move my attention to my upper arm on the left side.  Then, I alternate my attention between the two for a few moments each.  This can also bring back equilibrium and lessen pain, sometimes.

There are times when an unpleasant sensation will increase.  If you stay with it, you might find that it lessens with time.  But don’t torture yourself.  Always move on before an unpleasant sensation becomes unbearable.

I don’t linger in any one spot for too long, but move on to another sensation.  The idea isn’t to bore into discomfort for hours at a time.  The aim is to be more aware of the sensations in your body, which can bring the benefits listed above and more.

If you’re not feeling any strong sensations, you can simply pay attention to the sensations created by the movement of your breath: the feeling of the air on your nostrils, your lungs expanding and contracting, or your belly rising and falling.

When you’re finished, don’t jump up.  Try to ease into whatever’s next.

Dropping Into The Heart

Most of us spend the majority of our time in our head.  It can feel like our consciousness lives in the brain.

It’s quite easy, however, to move your awareness into your heart, which brings about an entirely different experience of yourself and can change how your relate to the world as well.

To do this practice, I sit on my bed, or on a chair.  I bring my attention to my heart area and allow it to rest there.  I become aware of breathing in and out from my heart.  I simply rest my awareness in my heart area and in this gentle sensation of breathing in and out from my heart.  This brings a feeling of peace and ease.  If my mind wanders, I bring it back to my heart and the sensation of breathing from my heart.

The word “rest” is important because this is a gentle process.  There’s no strain, pushing, or punishing involved.  Read More:  Drop Into Your Heart, It’s Easier Than You Think

Listening to the Sounds of Nature

I especially enjoy listening to the symphony of sound made by the coqui frogs at night, but you could listen to any natural sound:  birds chirping, water running down a waterfall or in a stream, or wind moving.

I sometimes do this practice sitting on the deck and other times laying down in bed.  Relax and softly place your attention on the sound.  Whenever you find your mind wandering, bring it back to the sound without reprimanding yourself.

I find this practice especially enriching and spacious.

When Painful Memories or Emotions Arise

Painful memories or emotions can arise when we allow ourselves to be.

That’s how healing can begin if we know how to work with the risings.  If we never allow the pain to arise, we’ll remain constricted.  That has knock on effects for one’s health and well-being.

In my experience, profound healing can occur when you allow emotions to arise and dissolve, remaining in the role of an observer.  Read more:  In the Silent Spaces, That’s Where Wholeness Lies 

But you have to be ready for this.  Don’t go there without professional support if you’re dealing with overwhelming pain or emotional turmoil.

All these practices are variations on the classic approach of mindfulness.  Through using these practices of body awareness, I’m gradually growing my resilience to fear, stress, and trauma.  I feel stronger in myself, more at ease, and more content.

This blend of presence, embodiment, and relaxed awareness will be a main focus for me in 2017.  So I’ve tentaitvely chosen the word “presence” as my guiding word for this year.

Have you ever practiced body awareness?  How did it go for you?  How has it helped you?   I would love to hear.

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16 Comments

  1. BRIAN SU

    Did the somatic therapy cure food sensitivities

    Will it heal it

    • Thanks for the question, Brian. I think it’s helped, but it hasn’t cured them so far. I’ve steadily become less sensitive over the last 6 years since living in Hawaii, but I am still sensitive to particular types of foods and substances. I think there is potential for more healing and that it will just take time. We’ll see. I wish you the best with what challenges you face.

  2. Lily

    Thank you so much for this post and the beautiful practices you’ve offered. I practice Yoga Nidra every day using Dr. Richard Miller’s irest program. It brings very deep relaxation to the body. I’ve been practicing since early August and am experiencing gradual but deep healing of long-standing emotional trauma.

    I plan to work with your offering of moving my awareness into my heart and breathing there, starting today.

    • You’re welcome, Lily. Thank you for sharing your practice of Yoga Nidra. It sounds powerful. I would like to learn more about it. Thanks for sharing the source. I’m so happy you have found a practice that’s bringing healing to your long-standing emotional trauma. You so deserve the healing and relief.

  3. Thanks for sharing your practices Sandra. As usual I learn something new and different about life each time I read one of your articles. I’m looking forward to continuing this practice through the coming year. Many blessings for your continued healing. 🙂

  4. Very informative post. Glad to hear that the various therapies you are trying are proving beneficial. I had never heard of the Neuroaffective Relational Model. I’d like to explore it more.

    As part of my healing journey, I did “Body Talk.” It was a just a tapping on my body and manipulation of my arms. I was very surprised at how effective it was.

    • Hello Debbie,

      I know tapping can be very powerful. I’m glad Body Talk helped you. It’s good to know for people who are look at possibilities. NARM uses both top down (mind) and bottom up (body) approaches to healing developmental trauma. I find the analysis of attachment types very helpful and interesting.

  5. This is truly lovely. I especially loved the part about dropping into your heart. As someone who spent the first part of her life in her head (my body was just something to carry my head around!), I was late to the body party. But when I discovered my body and its wisdom, my life ceased being driven by fear.

    In the Taoist energy system, fear is housed in the kidneys. The balancing or “opposite” emotion is not, as you observed, courage. It’s stillness. This makes sense if you think about it. Fear often compels us to move–either to fight or flee. Stillness allows us to do just what you described so perfectly, so that the fear can dissipate.

    I wrote recently about this very topic because winter is the season associated with the kidneys. So this is a perfect time to enter the “season of stillness.”

    • Hello Galen,

      I’m happy you liked the post. Your post title popped up in my feedreader and it definitely drew me in. You’ll be seeing me soon. I find it so interesting that the opposite of fear is stillness in the Taoist system because immobility, the freeze part of the fight or flight reaction is stillness overdone. I will definitely pop over to read your post to understand this all more! And, yes, let’s take care of our kidneys in the cold weather.

  6. Thank you Sandra, for the information on body awareness. The practice does sound so healing and would be helpful for a number of situations, I would think. In my yoga practice as well, spending 90 minutes focusing on my body, has been helpful. I’m glad you have your body awareness practice to be healing for you.

  7. Great practices here.

    Increasing my body awareness has been very helpful in identifying the thoughts and beliefs that are tied into certain sensations.

    It’s been a year of undoing for me… and it seems I’ve just began!

    I’ll be sharing some of these practices with people I know.

    Thanks for a great article!

    • Thank you, Jackson. How wonderful you have found the path of “undoing.” I’m so happy for you. I wish you the best as you continue on the path. Thanks for sharing with people who would find these practices helpful.

  8. Marlou van Hoorn

    Dear Sandra, thank you for sharing some of your life-experiences in combination with healing in the form of body awareness-methods. I’m sorry you suffered from such difficulties in your life, from the other hand it made you also the wonderfull person you are (and has always been:) Since for some time, me too, I experience more fear, stress and unability to concentrate -unles I just listen to f.i. the lama teaching- my intention is to start trying and applying the methods you describe.
    If this helps, maybe I’m able to make the trip to f.i. South of France by plane, to go on retreat. which at the moment mountains of doubts arise to undertake the yourney, even though tickets are already bought.

    • Dear Marlou,

      I’m sending you my love and deepest wishes for healing. I’m sure it would be very nourishing for you to be on retreat in France. May your wishes come to fruition! I hope these methods help you and that you receive all the healing you deserve. And thanks for your kind words.

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